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HB

Happy Birthday to me.

It was an interesting day. A day filled with doctor and dental appointments and taking time off without getting paid (furlough) and a touch of scotch. It was also a day of me time. I had lunch with an amazing friend of mine. Thanks! Dinner tonight was spent at Del Taco with another. Yes Del Taco. It was a blast and made me realize that it provided a moment when I could smile a little more at life.

Today I thought about where I am at and where do I want to go. I mean within the last 365 days many things have occurred. There is always some good mixed in with some bad. The turning point for many things occurred when I went to Tibet. Yes, Tibet. What an amazing experience. Those six days have caused me re-evaluate my life. I had to ask myself many questions while there and the answers that came back were ones that I did not expect. I looked at all facets in my life and where do I desire to go. Standing on the roof of the world truly had a profound effect. Since that visit I have been looking up and down on my map of life. The number of forks in the road have increased and so has my desire for being me. I no longer feel like the square peg trying to fit in the round hole.

My map of life will take many turns during the next 365 days. I am looking forward to them and the changes in me that will come about.

Not so sure today...

In the province of connected minds, what the network believes to be true, either is true or becomes true within certain limits to be found experientially and experimentally. These limits are further beliefs to be transcended. In the network's mind there are no limits.

-- Dr. John C. Lilly, M.D.

Today, I am not so sure anymore.