The road map of my life

Nearly eight months ago on my birthday I reflected on a number of things that had occurred the previous 365 days. In the 229 days since then, it has been a bumpy washboard instead of a smooth highway. But sometimes, life is like that.

It is interesting when events in your life cause you to take a hard look at that road map. The picture on the left is the one moment in time that has set the latest direction in motion. Not many places on the planet can cause one to stop and reflect about choices, emotions and needs. That day, I took a hard left and have spent every day since wondering, thinking, being angry and arguing with the universe.

My belief system is that we are connected in more ways than one and that people come in and out of our lives not by coincidence but by design. We know when things are right and we know when things are wrong. We can try to fool and blind ourselves into thinking that something wrong is really right but after awhile, the supposed right will manifest that it is truly wrong. The most interesting piece of knowing is the influences of the personal sphere. The sphere is very powerful and believes it has your best interest at heart. While you have to be open to the knowledge of the sphere, it really all boils down to you and what you know.

When you come into your current life, there is a short reel playing letting you know the many aspects and facets that you need to look for. Some of those things are experiences and some of those things are people. At the moment that reel is done, you have the briefest of of time to capture it in your soul and set it up to tell you when you know. It is hard to explain to others because not everyone is open to it or ready to embody it for their current time. With this reel, it doesn't not mean things are predestined because at anytime that sphere can change the outcome with its influences and persuasions. In essence you will miss that moment or milestone and it will be captured in the reel for next time. You won't know you missed it. However, if you do manage through all of the influences and persuasions to have the experiences or meet those people, it truly brings the images of the reel into focus and you know.

Oh and the picture above was in my reel and I knew I would always get there. The thing I didn't know was that experience was the trigger point for somethings I knew and others I didn't. I am headed to the known and unknown.